Putting life into a whole new meaning;

Sometimes it’s harder to get over someone you never truly dated,

Because you never had the chance to show them how much you would truly care, love, and give everything to be with them.

Him…

I kinda didn’t want to let him go just yet, cause I knew once he leaves I wont be able to see him for 2 whole weeks… And I know 2 weeks isn’t even a long time but the way I feel about him makes 2 seconds seem like a long time. I regret giving him attitude and being a brat but I couldn’t help it. Watching him leave thru the door was something I didn’t want to see yet. This may sound like I’m making a big deal out of the situation, but just the way I feel about him… Idk its hard to explain but if anyones in my situation would  understand why I acted like the way I did. Spending the past 2 days with him was the best. Having him sleep over,watch movies with me, having food for him when he came home from work, him finally meeting my family and really close friends, layin down with him and him telling me stories about himself… To me it seems like it would be a relationship I want in the future with him. This kinda shows how much I like him. The past weeks that Ive talked to him made me kinda fall for him lil by lil. But honestly I’m scared, its scary how fast he’s growing on me. I know Ive been liking many people before but Idk theres just something about him that makes me want him when hes actually with me. Idk Im thinking wayyy too much about this… And its not helping me one bit. Fuckkkkkkk….